Sunday, June 7, 2009

Today is awful

I'm so depressed. This is ridiculous and I can't wait for this new doctor's appointment next Monday. Please God let him be able to help me. I am just getting worse and worse. On my 1-10 scale (5 being normal, 10 being crazy enough to think I could fly or something and 1 being suicidal thoughts), I'm a 1. Scaring myself and I shouldn't have let my mom leave today after their visit to see the boys.

Why can't I be on that other end, at least the 10 sounds kind of fun. (just kidding- sort of)

4 comments:

Jo-Ann said...

Oh Heather. ((((hugs)))) I hope that the new doctor can help you out. You shouldn't have to feel that way.

I will send prayers your way.

Monkey's Momma said...

I am so sorry that you are feeling depressed. I have been there and still battle it even while being on antidepressants. I know how gray the world becomes at those times. I am praying for you. ((HUGS))

Heidi said...

I am always here if you need to talk. I loved our talk the other night.

Being at 1 sometimes is necessary I think, it helps us realize how okay 2 or 3 is.

kim said...

I will send good thoughts your way in hopes that you never feel alone. I hope your new doctor was able to help out.